Wasn’t sure whether to blog about this or not but it’s my life and that’s what the blog is about so here we go.

Today i got a call from Jen while at work, it was a hideous call. The long and the short of it is that our son hasn’t gained any weight since birth nearly three weeks ago. He and Jen are in the hospital for the night allegedly under observation but looks like they ain’t doing diddly squat till the morning. I feel like the most pointless and useless person alive right now cos there is nothing i can do other than offer moral support to Jen. What she must be feeling right now must be hideous.

I hated leaving them in Hospital and i hate that i have to go to work tomorrow because it isn’t really a job it’s my uni placement and i cant have any time off. Plus even if i could i can’t because it’s the last 2 weeks of placement and i need to get all my work finished. Nothing is more important to me than my family of course but doing anything to Jeopardise my degree so close to the end would be foolish as it’s my family I’m doing this for so i can give us all the lives we deserve.

This is all a bit rambly but i needed to write it as a form of release, therapy if you will so that I’m not bottling it all up.

Anyway I’m going to crawl into bed and put a movie on to fall asleep to. Night folks.

P.S. ask me why Tesco are a bit ridiculous tomorrow or in a few days or something.